You have laid me to the lowest pit, in darkness, in the depths” (Psalm 88:6).
My adolescence was plagued by allodoxaphobia and my adulthood autophobia.
I was embarrassed kids thought Arnold dressed funny or that he was stupid for not knowing how to read/write.
even the best things must be let go in a cycling process of clinging and releasing
allodoxaphobia is an intense fear of hearing opinions, and autophobia an extreme fear of being alone/isolated